i have nth to do..
juz dunno y..
i cant control my emotion..
sometimes i wil b crying at the nite..just too hurt or sad i think..
hope that i wil b ok..
meyb time is the best way for me..
just give me sometimes..
my brother keep scolding me..
he said i ad waste so many time..
i also hope that i can forget this painful life forever..
nvm..just give myself some times..
i sure can do it..
i trust myself..
i wanna b strong..i hope that my brother can understand me..
no one treat me better than my brother treat me..
please forgive me..
i know i have no time..
but i also hope that i can concentrate in my studies..
constitution is so hard..i dunno what the lecturer talking about..
criminal law still ok..contract law as well..
legal skill n LMS..i have no comment cos of that stupid lecturer..i dunno y they can become my lecturer since they dun evn know the way to teach us..
haiz..
so stress..

today no class..but so angry cos dunno the enrolment key for my crinal law n law of contract..
cant read notes..
today went nichii wif my bro's galfren..
so cheap all the shirt over there..
hmm..
i have nothing to do..hope tat i can log in the e-learning as soon as possible..
yeah...

has been 16 days..
mayb we r in the same class..
moral studies also in the same class..
i reali hope tat v stil can b fren like b4..
it seems something blocking us..
mayb there's so much happen between us..
i just can pay full attention in my studies just to forget u for a while..
during the moment b4 i sleep..i also cant sleep..all my mind not empty at tat moment..
i just can listen to songs to make myself feel better..
today malanie told me something..i am happy to hear tat..
i would think tat u din lie to me b4..i choosed to trust u..
time is the main medicine for me..
i just hope tat i wil not look backward anymore..
my sis told me tat..time wont wait me..time wont pity me even i stop my life at tat sad moment..
finally i awake..i hope tat i can sleep at nite without listening songs..
mayb v all wil be busy on our own studies..i believe time is the most realiable evidence to prove myself to u..
goodluck to myself..

i think i reali so stress aa today..
especially my crimal law's lecturer speak so so fast..
she said got 4 methods..
but non of them is suitable for me..
haiz..dunno how to die liao this time..
hmm..just like this..
got assingment coming aroundd the corner..
i think need to be extremely concerntrate in my studies..
i hope i reali can do it..

studying law in HELP..
english damn killing me..
stress..just dunno how to survive wif my low level's english..
i think need to put so so many many effort on it..

why everything in my life changed suddenly??
what did i do??am i not good enough??
i keep asking myself those question..
why i just cant be happy all the time??
why all bed things happen on me??
i so stress..feel wanna suicide for several times..
i lost myself..
nothing is important than u..
its real..
time is one of the evidence proving my love to u..
we have no choice..i trust watever u told me..
i hope u wont let me down..
3 years..
i have been single for 13 days..
i hope u wil b the only one i admire n love at the rest of my life..
3 years..i hope tat day wil come soon..